My dear author, you cannot imagine what and how much I am feeling right now. I'm overwhelmed, I’m literally smashed! (Don’t worry, that’s something positive here.)
I was reading this story the first time this morning on the train to work so I had to hold myself back but I swear, I was crying inside throughout the whole reading and just now as I re-read it at home, I let my tears flow freely and I have to admit that after his wonderful ending I feel as free and relieved and good like I didn’t in a while. This story has so much to offer, it has this depressive nostalgic vibe which fits my own life so well recently, it has this tender sweetness in the flashbacks that makes my heart beat like crazy, it has the right amount of worry and panic and still it has that glimpses of hope that I desperately grasped on whenever they showed.
It hurt SO much to read the five as broken Arashi and to read what led to it but I could understand Nino’s reactions and feelings so so well… it’s just how I imagine him to react, to feel, to be. It was so sad but so fitting at the same time and still… thankfully there was still that little hope and that saved me.
All of this felt SO REAL, I swear, I really FELT Nino’s pain in my lower back while reading the flashback, as well as Nino’s broken heart over the whole thing. I could even almost smell the coffee!
Sho and Nino, their past was so touching, their first kiss, the scene from the Yamada Taro set (btw, extry points for mentioning one of my most favorite doramas ever! I mean which dorama is more perfect for a dorama addict + Sakumiya addict than this one?!)... How Sho was supporting Nino and caring about him… how Nino didn’t want to be a burden on his shoulder… My heart, really, it was beating so fast when I read their interactions, the small gestures, Nino’s love toward Sho, Sho’s affection toward him even if he maybe wasn’t completely sure for a loong loong time if it was really love what he felt for Nino - but of course it had to be and I’m so happy that it turned out like this. Their reunion in the end was so hurtful and so sweet at the same time. I could feel Nino’s pain, the memories, it must have been like a nightmare coming to life seeing the one you loved, the one who got injured due to your recklessness showing up in front of you while you were running away for so long and still I felt the love still burning in Nino, of course. I wanted to SCREAM at this scene, it was torning my heart apart in so many ways when the flashbacks came about the accident and when Nino ran away after their attempted conversation another time, I just knew that Sho would chase him and I'm so happy he did. Their confession and their kiss in the end… awwww I’m melting! T^T The Sakumiya you gave me here was so sweet and promising for the future, it made up for all the pain, definitely. ♥
Of course, Nino was still waiting for Sho, he always was and I’m convinced that the fact that Nino actually owned a Café, when Sho once told him that he’s a coffee-person now – is the ultimate proof of that. If consciously or not, he was waiting there for Sho, ready with the coffee so to say, wasn’t he? At least that’s how I interpret it.
The other members were so gorgeous in this too! Really, you wrote them SO perfectly, cute and caring Aiba, strict but still caring Jun, Ohno just being well… gorgeous Ohno as he always is, you captured their personalities and relationships to each other just the exact way I imagine them to be and I LOVE IT SO MUCH! The scene for the concert preparations (Ohno loosing his shoe XD), when they went out drinking... and then they are so great for coming to Nino and still trying to get him back after everything that happened, that was so touching. ♥ Thank you for including them, thanks for making them so gorgeous and so perfect and creating such an awesome Arashi.
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I was reading this story the first time this morning on the train to work so I had to hold myself back but I swear, I was crying inside throughout the whole reading and just now as I re-read it at home, I let my tears flow freely and I have to admit that after his wonderful ending I feel as free and relieved and good like I didn’t in a while. This story has so much to offer, it has this depressive nostalgic vibe which fits my own life so well recently, it has this tender sweetness in the flashbacks that makes my heart beat like crazy, it has the right amount of worry and panic and still it has that glimpses of hope that I desperately grasped on whenever they showed.
It hurt SO much to read the five as broken Arashi and to read what led to it but I could understand Nino’s reactions and feelings so so well… it’s just how I imagine him to react, to feel, to be. It was so sad but so fitting at the same time and still… thankfully there was still that little hope and that saved me.
All of this felt SO REAL, I swear, I really FELT Nino’s pain in my lower back while reading the flashback, as well as Nino’s broken heart over the whole thing. I could even almost smell the coffee!
Sho and Nino, their past was so touching, their first kiss, the scene from the Yamada Taro set (btw, extry points for mentioning one of my most favorite doramas ever! I mean which dorama is more perfect for a dorama addict + Sakumiya addict than this one?!)... How Sho was supporting Nino and caring about him… how Nino didn’t want to be a burden on his shoulder… My heart, really, it was beating so fast when I read their interactions, the small gestures, Nino’s love toward Sho, Sho’s affection toward him even if he maybe wasn’t completely sure for a loong loong time if it was really love what he felt for Nino - but of course it had to be and I’m so happy that it turned out like this. Their reunion in the end was so hurtful and so sweet at the same time. I could feel Nino’s pain, the memories, it must have been like a nightmare coming to life seeing the one you loved, the one who got injured due to your recklessness showing up in front of you while you were running away for so long and still I felt the love still burning in Nino, of course. I wanted to SCREAM at this scene, it was torning my heart apart in so many ways when the flashbacks came about the accident and when Nino ran away after their attempted conversation another time, I just knew that Sho would chase him and I'm so happy he did. Their confession and their kiss in the end… awwww I’m melting! T^T The Sakumiya you gave me here was so sweet and promising for the future, it made up for all the pain, definitely. ♥
Of course, Nino was still waiting for Sho, he always was and I’m convinced that the fact that Nino actually owned a Café, when Sho once told him that he’s a coffee-person now – is the ultimate proof of that. If consciously or not, he was waiting there for Sho, ready with the coffee so to say, wasn’t he? At least that’s how I interpret it.
The other members were so gorgeous in this too! Really, you wrote them SO perfectly, cute and caring Aiba, strict but still caring Jun, Ohno just being well… gorgeous Ohno as he always is, you captured their personalities and relationships to each other just the exact way I imagine them to be and I LOVE IT SO MUCH! The scene for the concert preparations (Ohno loosing his shoe XD), when they went out drinking... and then they are so great for coming to Nino and still trying to get him back after everything that happened, that was so touching. ♥ Thank you for including them, thanks for making them so gorgeous and so perfect and creating such an awesome Arashi.
TBC (sorry, comment too long...)